Monday, June 21, 2004

original sin

And the Lord God commanded the man, "You may freely eat of every tree of the garden; but of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil you shall not eat, for in the day that you eat of it you shall die...(Genesis 2:16-17)

Interesting thing here is that God is talking to Adam, the man, before the woman was there..
And his punishment(?) for eating the tree is death which is kind of odd considering God just created the world and no one tasted "death"; the only human being, Adam, hasn't died. That means Adam might not know the meaning of "death". So, at this moment, God is telling Adam (not Eve) not to eat of the tree and the consquence of eating the tree will be "death", which Adam might not know the exact meaning of.

Now the serpent was more crafty than any other wild animal that the Lord God had made. He said to the woman, "Did God say, 'You' shall not eat from any tree in the garden'?" The woman said to the serpent, "We may eat of the fruit of the trees in the garden; but God said, 'You shall not eat of the fruit of the tree that is in the middle of the garden, nor shall you touch it, or you shall die.'"....(Genesis 3:!-3)

Eve is lying. God never told her not to eat the tree but he told Adam. And she's sayng that God told us...If God never told Eve about the tree, it must be Adam who told her not to eat the tree...

Anyhow serpent goes on and says 'you'll not die even if you eat the tree..but you'll be like God...'. Eve doesn't know "death" either. I mean, we're talking about the Garden of Eden, the perfect world where there's no death. Then how come "death" be pushiment where no one heard of death so no one knows about death? Do Adam and Eve know death? If they do, how did they found about death? Did God implemented the concept of "death" into his very first humanic creations (Adam and Eve)? Even though he didn't plan to have orignial sin creeping into the Garden of Eden?

Maybe God planned, knew,..or whatever-ed everything. He some-verb-ed that our first human ancestors will sin and "death" will come upon the Earth...

Thursday, June 17, 2004

form tag

experimenting form tags:

Is that cool?

storm

there was a heavy and intense rain for about two minutes. How is that kind or rain possible?
Heavy rain means the each rain drop is kinda heavy meaning has a lot of mass which will add more kinetic energy when it hits the ground which will make a loud noise. Intense rain means that the density of the rain drops is so high meaning for a unit cubic meter, there are many rain drops which is essentially made of water which should come from somewhere...
Anyhow, that was really a heavy and intense rain..

hero

In Christianity, Jesus is the messiah and knowing that "Jesus is the messiah" is really important; I think knowing "Jesus is the messiah" is what makes a person a Christian.

Jesus is essentially a dead corpse. There is all resurrection stuff but it's pretty hard to prove that. But at least everyone agrees that Jesus is a dead Jewish corpse.
And Christians think that dead body is the messiah, the ultimate hero, the fulfillment of all human archetypcial desire...etc.

Humbled, humiliated the most, a total God's reject, totally dead Jewish guy is the messiah for Chiristians. It's pretty awkward at first.
Because when I think of a super hero, he has some kind of supernatural power, he listens to us and comes to help us from villains when we are in a trouble, picturing a dead body as a super hero doesn't make much sense. Of course Jesus did some kind of miracles. He fed many people, cured many diseases...etc. But he's essentially a dead body at the end.

At least Jesus is totally different from any other 'normal heroes'. Maybe that's why Jesus is the ultimate hero...
It makes me ponder why that helpless guy who's rejected from God is/or should be the messiah. So, there are two cases:

Case1: Jesus is the messiah. He's a dead corpse hung on the cross, but it makes sense because he IS the messiah. He is ultimate and has a bigger plan than any one of us can think of. Since we are not the messiah, but he is, we don't understand why that dead body is the messiah. This proves that we are short of knowledge and Jesus indeed is the messiah.

Case2: Jesus is not the messiah. He's just a dead body, not the messiah. Then, who's the messiah? We all know that we're waiting for the messiah. We all have been watching 'normal heroes' like King Arthur, LOTR, Spiderman, Peterpan, Hitler (for some folks)...But they are just shadows of the real hero, the messiah. And if Jesus is not the ultimate end of all the pointers, then we should wait for the end, the destiny to come...

How can I see that the corpse is indeed the messiah? Women knew, tax collectors knew, prostitutes knew, and other marginal human beings knew that. But some how the educated, people of importance, religious people didn't see the corpse as the messiah...What does this tell???

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

inspiration

comes from somewhere

Saturday, June 12, 2004


testing bloggerbot
skynare

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

faith and self-hypnosis

What's the difference between faith and self-hypnosis?
What if my belief turns out to be false?

King David had faith that he should kill some other people because G-- told him to.
So, he did kill a lot of people--from children to elderly, mercilessly.

Hitler had faith that he should kill some other people (J--ish) not because he believed G-- told him to but he just believed he has to kill those people.
So, he did kill a lot of people--from children to elderly, mercilessly.

What's the difference between David and Hitler?
Those are two self-obsessed and self-hypnotized people just like everyone else (maybe I can't say 'everyone else' because I have never been 'everyone else'. But I think it is plausible to say 'just like me' at least).
What if I'm like Hitler, not David?
What if after a few decade people curse me because of my belief?
We're having a war in Iraq. Many support it and many doesn't.
I think it can turn out in different ways through out the history. People will maybe think of G.W. Bush like David, or like Hitler after a few decade.
Who knows?
And how about me?
Will I be considered as a 'good person'? Because everyone thinks they are 'right' and 'good' (at least I do. I mean I'm not exactly thinking that I'm 'good' or 'righteous' but I think I'm wanting to be 'good'.), I mean because everyon thinks THEY are 'right' and 'good', no one can judge others (because each individual is thinking s/he is 'right' which kind of implies the complement of themselves is 'wrong').

It getting no where I guess. So, I am here. I think I'm kinda 'good' just like others according to each person's perspective. Then, who will be the judge to partition 'good' from 'evil'?
How come I think (or most people think) David is better than Hitler? Can I judge like that?

Monday, June 07, 2004

windows decoration

I downloaded gfxOasis visual studio created by studio28. I didn't like the whole idea of visual studio when xp first came out, but I like my current theme so much.


click for my desktop


First I tried to patch my uxtheme.dll file but it didn't work. So, instead I downloaded star skin and non microsoft visual styles work on my computer. Just install the software and don't make it start when windows boots up. And never use the software.

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

more and more primes

Rendering in binary and displaying the binary's value. (and reading the bit string in reverse.)
Binary values are assigned like this:
0001 - 1
0010 - 2
0011 - 3
0100 - 4
0101 - 5
0110 - 6
0111 - 7
1000 - 8
1001 - 9
1010 - 10
1011 - 11
1100 - 12
1101 - 13
1110 - 14
1111 - 15

1379 bv bvr row
1111 15 15 10+
0101 05 10 20+
1010 10 05 30+
1110 14 07 40+
0101 05 10 50+
1010 10 05 60+
1101 13 11 70+
0101 05 10 80+
0010 02 04 90+
1111 15 15 100+
0100 04 02 110+
0010 02 04 120+
1011 11 13 130+
0001 01 08 140+
1010 10 05 150+
0110 06 06 160+
0101 05 10 170+
1000 08 01 180+
1111 15 15 190+
0000 00 00 200+
1000 08 01 210+
0111 07 14 220+
0101 05 10 230+
1000 08 01 240+
1010 10 05 250+
0101 05 10 260+
1010 10 05 270+
1100 12 03 280+
0100 04 02 290+
0010 02 04 300+
1110 14 07 310+
0000 00 00 320+
I need 011 which is 03 and 1001 which is 9.
But I'm so tired typing these with my hands.
I need to write a program to make this kind of table...

more on primes

I'm looking at the primes greater than 10.
And their sequence is like:
1-3-7-9 (last digit)
0-0-0-0 (like 11, 13, 17, 19)
--0---0 (like 23, 29)
0---0-- (31, 37)
0-0-0-- 40+
--0---0 50+
0---0-- 60+
0-0---0 70+
--0---0 80+
----0-- 90+
0-0-0-0 100+
--0---- 110+
----0-- 120+
0---0-0 130+
------0 140+
0---0-- 150+
--0-0-- 160+
--0---0 170+
Re-redering with binary bits.
Starting with 10+ line.
1379
1111 10+
0101 20+
1010 30+
1110 40+
0101 50+
1010 60+
1101 70+
0101 80+
0010 90+
1111 100+
0100 110+
0010 120+
1011 130+
0001 140+
1010 150+
0110 160+
0101 170+
1000 180+
1111 190+
0000 200+
1000 210+
0111 220+
0101 230+
1000 240+
1010 250+
0101 260+
1010 270+
1100 280+
0100 290+
0010 300+
1110 310+
0000 320+
Still can't find regularity...